agreed, so my life is sucky now and definitely like a total loser wtf. and also something he said made me question myself. he said that it seems like i have no direction in life..
wow.
so true though...=( in year one. i was SURE. i was filled with aspirations..i knew exactly where i was heading in life. in year one. i had a social life. and i got good results.
and then something happened.
it is probably a mixture of many things but it led to how i am now. cynical. boring.
"there is hope for the future" what..really? "malaysia has not lost hope" what..really? "u can do something about it" *smirks* OH REALLY???
*points up* see what i mean?
so i placed a priority this year on my studies. i agree that i do not manage time well enough. yes i do procrastinate. but basically my life revolves around books, libraries, and hoyts.=.=
social life. must it revolve around VII to be called a social life? i cant enjoy clubbing anymore..again..mixture of reasons but number one its cos i cant drink anymore..so yes. clubbing sucks if u cant drink.
did uni change me to be who i am now? hopelessness..depressed..apparently this is because of uni..i think i am doing the wrong subjects...=(
what happened to the ambitious 18-19 year old me?i need a new life. a new beginning. and i can only get it after my exams this semester. at least i will only start pursuing this new life after it.
i do hate politics. i really do.
curse diffidence. i curse u.
but to end this post on a less erm blue note, here's something interesting..=)
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