brb

yes be right back.

totally lazy to open up this page to blog anymore..especially so close to exams..=( butbut get a twitter!!!and u can see my real time err...activities..=p there and fb i'm still hyperactive.

see u soon blog!!

everyone, take care, good luck for exams!!!<3

u know how people work faster under stress?

when im stressed, my brain refuses to move. so now. im stressed. assignment. last report. its THE report for me cos its gonna literally shape my future. n i apparently dun hv enough time to do it slowly. need to intepret alot of things..n i suck at stats. though we've already done tt..i seem to have forgotten them all..yeay.

sigh.

thank you mummy!=p

wish list 2009

http://www.forevernew.com.au/collections - yang purple colour itu..=p

and another tt's flowery and pweeety!=p

omg shopaholic alert ahhhh!!!

i always thought i'm vague when i bitch about someone/somethings. but apparently now vague enough

i dont feel happy now. and i do not know why. isit just the lack of sleep?or isit because of some other things?

tell me..someone PLEASE tell me zhong sheng da shi can mean other things? like graduation for example?

i need to feel alive. i need that country road book..=.= so i can do my assignment.

i need to start studying.

i need to finish my assignment.

so many thoughts. so many questions. shut.up.

need to be able to password protect my post so i can rant properly..haih..

see see seee!!!!

why would u guys still smoke knowing this is the what will happen to you AND your loved ones?????

Stop smoking la all of u STOP!!=(

this is my problem:

this is a grp assignment..which means? i cannot screw up.

this is a grp assignment..which means? i must finish it before i go to uni later even if i dont sleep yes.

this is a grp assignment..i hv absolutely NO IDEA wtf i'm doing yeay. so means i cannot delete my grpmates' work. because they might be important.

oh y i wanna delete anything at all? its a 3000word LIMIT assignment. i'm not even 50% done with my part and its already 500 words over the word limit.

so how now faster tell me how now...............................................

p/s: i just realised, there are more nocturnal creatures than i thought there were..1. vin was still twitting at 4ish, mizan like..dont sleep..=p vicky managed to fb comment me at my 6.40 am, and zia told me to blame it on DST and to tell them tt king kong kidnapped me..=D

who say my life boring?oh nono...=p

lallalalallallallala byebye

Herro!

today, daylight savings starts..so now we're 3 hours ahead of home *fcukthisshit* but yes, only a month and a half togo!

cant wait till home..cant wait to graduate from undergrad!!mixed feelings about where i want to go..stay in melbourne?i always complain i hate it. n i think i do..but without a car, melbourne is as good as i can go..plus its like i dont have time to try settle anything. pack, move, moving to another state?it will take time..which means my holidays will be cut by dunno how long. AND I DUN WANNA MISS CNY HELOOOO??

but after i came back from perth, i really want to go back..but will it be the same still?brother jit will be graduating d end of this yr..syg so busy..seven only will be there for half a yr..sheila going back d..luckily still got my mels..=p

melbourne, i already know it inside out. almost. still so many places i need to explore. seriously if only the weather is better. i wouldnt complain as much..=(

im gonna miss oakleigh alot if i move..i love this house minus its rodents. i love. oakleigh town. i love its convenience. i love its everything. best greek coffee. best selection of cakes - though not all very nice but i'm talking abt selection here!=p cafe opens till 1am everynight. tell me. isint it the very best for me??=p

though yes la..city got stalactites..24hr coffee..chun.

so im applying literally everywhere..i'm gonna just spend 30minutes on my UWA application tonight. set a timer and time myself. so i cant say i've wasted time. because afterall, its only 30 minutes. i just lost an hour today. so what is 3o minutes eh?

tickets back home are like. FULL. so che, i'll try to make it to gc end of the yr..otherwise i can always go after my 3 crazy exams,..then come back for my last 2..before flying home again..=)

my hse is like a farm outside - the floor is so fcuking disgusting i can cry. might clean it up tonight. cos everytime i step outside my room i feel irked. so yes. clean up!good form of gym alternative. lol

loki is so cute!=p charlie looks like simba next to loki..=p

i'm gonna miss charlie soooooo much..=( - the biggest reason on why i dun wanna move. so tt charlie can stay so tt i'll still see charlie..=(

eugene's last night here this yr!=( so fast flying back d..sien..

gonna try sth new, lets see if it works out!

for now its back to assignment..but really, i've decided to enjoy today. will do as much as i can but really, i dun really give a fcuk. cos i know tmw onwards there's no time to do shit. today's my last, and i'm gonna enjoy it as if its my last day on earth. (yea right)

been awhile since there was a non emo blog post eh?=)see?i'm improving already...hehe

perhaps its depression..

havent really laughed since i came back..but more like been *whats-tt-word* at everyone since i came back...actually not really ler..yes la so i'm more emotional..but hor..not my fault ler!those ppl really ask for it one lor!=.=" i emo i got my reasons one..i'm really not all tt big of a psychopath..

yet to find something tt melbourne has but perth dont.

the last few days back in perth was the most wonderful of this semester since everyone left back home. completely stress free, n knowing that u have ppl tt has your back, people that dont talk to u one second and bitch abt u the next...these people are what you would call, true friends. these people i hvnt seen or talked to in 2 yrs. the moment we set eyes on each other, the topics dont stop. the conversations, endless. sigh. i miss u guys.

food is always more wonderful in smaller areas. scenery so wonderful, weather so awesome. time difference to back home? zero. see? awesome in everyway.

first thing today was grp meeting. change topics. lalalala. yala faster decide what u guys wanna do only i'll start researching. apparently me n ven has NO MORE TIME TO FCUKING WASTE OK! tamadecibai

i really do miss perth. i miss my mels, i miss my syg, i miss my seven, i miss my bradder, i miss my bah..

sigh...

but its really time for me to snap back to reality and get my brain back to work. so apparently my holidays are over. assignments must be completed. i want to now be able to curl up in a friend's bed and do nth. i can only think of a few friends that i can do this with.

someone asked me. where do i have more friends. but i go with quality more than quantity.

perhaps this time i'll be disappearing for real. i just dont see the purpose in living life how i want anymore. y fight so hard for what we want? when we always end up doing what we need instead?

we've decided that something needs to be done next year. we've been nice, sacrificed for someone. and then to realise that it has gone COMPLETELY to waste. well, u've had your chanceS. we've had it. so here's goodbye.

work shall start. may your missions meet with good results. may i finish the results section of the ridiculously difficult 2nd year friggin psyc assignment.

again, i miss u guys..=(